application still pending

my application for otago uni looks grim. rasanya kalau kita nak cepat-cepat sangat nanti diorang lagi buat lambat-lambat. if Allah permits, there will be a way for me to get there. next wednesday is my convocation. i'll be getting my MSc scroll. again my parents will have something to be proud of me. actually, i'm not that thrilled for myself, i did the MSc because i had to, its my job description as a tutor. but whats most important to me is that i can make my parents proud. thats all. of course as i'm starting my own family the salary increment is a very good help. nanti boleh beli susu anak and spend some on my parents. honestly, i suppose i'm one of those person who can convince others. somehow, my meagre theses presentation during my masters convinced the panel to award me a masters degree. but i bet its gonna be a whole different story with my PhD. i'm willing to do it locally but seems like my boss wants me to do it overseas.